The creature reappeared as everyone came together to fight off the opposition and make a retreat.... Alison tries to freeze it but it fights through and Morgan quickly teleports everyone to the safety of Illustra.... and Haleigh can finally breathe a sigh of relief, gesturing that she's okay, though she still looks a little shellshocked. Delilah is the first to speak about what they'd seen and it invokes a quick and intense reaction on Haleigh's part....
Delilah said:
So how do we get out of this one? Jesus - we can't save Kyle, or what's left of him--
Haleigh, loudly cutting in: "There's NOTHING LEFT of Kyle Kelly!"
And we sure as hell can't tell Sharon about this - she'll go off half cocked back there and get herself killed. And we really sure as hell can't just leave him and those - things - out there running free. Fuck.
Morgan adds in agreement to Delilah, talking about how difficult it could be to contain the inhabitants of the mansion.... and her concern shifts to Kyle and how to handle Sharon... and this time, Haleigh BELLIGERENTLY interrupts:
Morgan said:
Kyle Kelly is....ALIVE...how long before SHARON finds out even if we DONT tell her?? Will she BLAME us for not telling her?
"GODDAMN IT,
LISTEN PEOPLE! KYLE Kelly is NOT alive.... [holding up the child's shirt, displaying it with angry emphasis] the LITTLE BOY that wore this shirt is GONE. G. O. N. E. As in, NO LONGER WITH US. As in DEAD. What you saw back there.... was some kind of Zombie with a deluxe UPGRADE package, okay?! It was a perversion, a mutation of his CORPOREAL body.... but there is NO PART of Sharon's son there ANYMORE!"
She was absolutely fuming, and venting it on anyone who insisted on calling that... THING.... by the name of Kyle. The same woman who just an hour ago had no problem dissecting a decomposed zombie corpse and attaching a human identity to it..... a switch in her psyche had obviously been tripped... she couldn't bring herself to attach the idea of a child-- Sharon's little boy, no less, to the thing that had nearly caved in the left side of her ribcage... and she wasn't keen on letting the others anthropomorphize it with Kyle either. She was desperately determined to SEPARATE the two as far as she could get them... if for nobody's sake but her OWN, so that she could justify the need to destroy it.... and not feel guilty for being willing to destroy it herself. The best person to recognize Haleigh's outburst and what was driving it was in fact Karen... it was a psychologically motivated desire to detach from the 'target' and Haleigh herself seemed to recognize that she couldn't DO that [detach] if she kept calling it 'Kyle'.... or if she viewed the creature as remnants of a little boy.
No.... in the same way that she had separated Patrick from the Super Soldier in order to fight it.... she was trying separate Kyle from the creature in the mansion and she was having a hard time because everyone kept referring to it as Kyle.... she took a deep breath.... and composed her anger.... before going on.
"We HAVE to tell Sharon what we found.... we can protect her from harm but not from the TRUTH. she'll find out eventually and unfortunately, she'll be devastated.... and probably upset with Alycia and me for going OUT there... but if she finds out we tried to KEEP it from her... or tried to deal with the fallout without her... she'll be irate.... and Sharon is STILL having trouble readjusting with her Silver Swan abilities.... We can't risk triggering some kind of relapse. [more gently now] But... we have to realize.... we HAVE to accept-- and help HER accept.... that what EVER that THING was back there.... it's NO little boy, and especially not hers.... and
I KNOW.... if SHE can't differentiate between her memories of her child and that hulking BEAST of a monster.... when she sees it.... it'll kill her. The sense that she failed to protect Kyle and the maternal guilt and the irrational HOPE that somehow, if she came back, maybe he can too... the idea that what she faces in that creature was once actually her little boy, her baby, whom she LOVED.... all those feelings will combine and she'll be completely paralyzed by them... if she doesn't go CATATONIC.... she'll go BERSERK."
She lets that sink in.... and she mulls over the best way to debrief everyone on the mission with Alycia..... Alycia would probably want to be there as well but Haleigh would answer any questions or concerns as they were presented.
"We have to take this one step at a time.... the FIRST step... is separating the identity of KYLE from the creature we found at the mansion. I know I must sound like a broken record but I CANT stress it enough. Even if it doesn't bother the rest of you.... it bothers ME and I know for DAMN SURE it'll bother Sharon. Once everyone can agree to that.... the next step would be to disseminate all our intel and develop a plan of attack."